Weird things have been happening around here..
Yesterday I was walking home and some acura stopped to let me pass in the middle of the street. They did not have to, so I figured it was Tom but then I thought... if it was Tom he would stop and give me a ride.
Not later than 3 minutes after Tom's car pulled up (and mind me, he didn't pass before me yet, he just turned onto the road I was walking on)  and him and Mike were in the car and we drove back to the house, where they helped me do homework and then we spent the night drinking and smoking. It was like some force out there was reading my mind. It was brilliantly perfect!
I'm still mad at myself for fucking everything up this morning (it wasn't nearly as grave as it seems to be, I just like thinking this way so that in case it is I am prepared for it... though it's not).
Aside from that, Kris starts revealing all his deepest darkest monsters to me, as soon as I start replanning my Denver trip. Coincidence? I think not.
On Tuesday I skipped classes to take Amanda to the airport. I was sipping my starbucks at Raegan and watching her pass the security gate, she kept turning and waving up at me cause I was on the second tier. I miss that girl, last I saw of her was her ass as disappeared through the security gate. But anyway, I was sitting there, getting myself ready to go back to Germantown and Northwest and I barely made it out. I felt such crazy Nostalgia, such a sense of longing. I want to be up in the air, to land in Tallinn and forget about this country for a little bit. I can only imagine me and my cousins clubbing together. Everytime I come there they test what I know and what I don't know, depending how old I am. I'm kind of looking forward to it. I just wish it could be now, rather than not knowing when. ....eh, I guess I still have Kris and Denver.

On a sidenote, I think Charles was right, even if he was joking. I will be sad and lonely once HE leaves. Yeah, I'd be losing a friend in a sense, though no more than the rest of my friends who will be going to colleges out of state next year. There will also be some space that will long for him to be back, a part of me that will tell me I was an idiot and should have claimed. After that my rationality will kick in and tell something was always in the way, and my policy of association with anyone in that house. One thing I am happy for is that thank god I am not in love. Not a chance.